No, I can't.

I figured out that I cannot "elevate" my topic from the shadow here. Instead of shutting it down, I'm switching my account.

http://kazdahero.wordpress.com



Since I don't write any diary in blog, I will unfold my daily thought in this blog above called "Ok, done. What's next?" which I had for my first blog, xanga. If you must seek, go for it.

After all

I promise. This is the last time I talk about this friend whom I once called brother, bastard, and enemy. I looked back my old relationships with people, and I felt so terrible that I didn't give second chance to him. So I did after seeing him trying so hard to make a connection with me for our last year in college.

It's not that I like him as a friend again. It's that I stopped caring, and I stopped getting involved too much with what he does. He can't go worse than what he has done, or if he does. I don't care anyways because I don't have much trust as I used to.

There is time that I look back and felt I could have treated people better if I knew the way I know today...