Life is endangaered as soon as you lost your way. It someitme causes the end. That's why we have to struggle to make our living. But when you have to deal with something that you haven't struggled, you start to suspect your pathway.
My best friend - well, I at least think he is my best friend - used to go to same school. At some point with unchangeable reason, I moved to the US; he moved to the UK. Our life currently shares similarity and difference... But the difference we had gradually decreased in these years.
Now I am very suspicious about my life. Where I stand and where I will go. Tomorrow is never promised. Even though you struggle, you could be gotten yourself under by the absolute figure. I look at my friend. My best friend. Even it is hard way, he has been maintaining both his work and his academic life with joy. I know the hard way indicates incredible incidents; however, I have never achieved life well such as this.
I looked over my resume again. I have never had strong belief and desire like he does. Thus the future I struggle to achieve is fake. I just did some requirement. I have lacked honesty of purpose inside. That's why I never have used my fist to fight. It's probably my biggest lack ever.
I don't want anything suitable. I want something I want.
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