Yep, about the bro again.

There is someone who is afraid to be denied. There is someone who hoped to be liked by everyone.

This is my closed friend M.



I've met with a lot of friends b/c of M and lost a lot of friends b/c of him.
According to M, the university is the place to meet new people. It is right way to think.
However, if you mess around with these people you met then split, and go on for new people, that's not right.

He likes to be liked by girls. I understand that. He likes to have sex. I understand that.
One thing that I don't understand is that he told me he quit being one night stand and doing what it is. He tempt girls over the time and make them like him. When he want to move on, he does some sexual activity with her closed friends or he invites her and shows that he is with another one.

I'm tired to see these broken heart girls who leave the door when I am there. I've seen enough of them over two years. I finally arrived to the house where I often go to have fun. There are cool people. Everything was fine besides some problems, but nothing had happened with girl problem or need for split until he spelled magic to a girl who also come there. She has boyfriend. Why can't he leave her alone? He hung out with her. He was touchy. After all that process, it is very spontaneous that the girl will start to like him. And he tells her no. It's actually better for this case b/c he didn't have any sexual activity with her and told her no other than other girls that I've seen.

Again, I finally found a house where I can hang out with friends. I have covered his mistakes for 2 years. This time, I told him not to touch that girl. I told him to avoid collision. He wasn't flexible enough. It's ok b/c people around will try to solve the problem while he is thinking that he is right and do the damn thing. This time, I'm not doing anything for you. I may actually go against him because I can't keep seeing this. I'm very stupefied. And I am trying to be good friend of him. So if there is any problem, I think I have to let him understand.

I love to step out of these problem if I can. But I can't do it because things are happening right in front of me; they don't let me avoid encountering these problems. So I have to show my opinion and tell people the way that it should be.



Last night, he and I pushed each other. He asked me not to do anything about what will happen. Sure, I was gonna pretend like I don't know what is going on. But it won't happen after a girl he broke heart told me she is confused and doesn't know what to do anymore. I love drama only when I turn the TV on. So I had to stop it. I had to fight. I'm quit to be his babysitter. I found good friends that I don't want to lose in the house. So if he puts me in danger, I have to do what I have to do. He will tell everyone that everything is my fault like he used to do. I don't care. Go ahead and look away from what you have to face. He has to learn and understand how to treat people. It's not ok to break their heart just b/c he has been broken his heart by someone else.

I'm done.
I'm done with making mistakes.
I'm done with regretting.
So I will take an action.
I will take my own action.